Sometimes it is so hard to find somebody that willing to listen for your complaint,even though he/she knowing that those complaint were not related to them at all.

Those that stay close to you were not definitely the "willing" one. Sometimes, they were just pretending,but that was even worse if they just ignore you.

MORNING MIST?
what morning mist mean to you ? it is the cloud of vapor that will form transparent dew drops when precipitate on leaf,it form bit by bit  at night,but when the morning come, it will evaporate, DISAPPEAR...without anybody notice that they actually exist.

That was such a bad feeling,of which made me feel like wanna cry. but, who will really notice the "morning mist" was actually crying alone in the night, and struggle so hard to learn the lesson of life that name "responsible"?!

"never mind, never mind ...this is a process that will eventually lead to another end of road which was named "MATURITY of MIND", that all she want.And, it was worth for anything she experiencing so hard now"
.....how many times she told this to herself,but,was the end of the road still far far away?

morning mist, the meaning that imply her existence --Sometimes, hurt.

家家都有本难念的经

再幸福，也有难“顶”的碎碎念。保持沉默，也会有爆发的一天。

我也有自尊的好不好！！

5月21日 下午，我兴致勃勃的为十字绣（cross-stitch）开幕

小心的掏出 stitchery kit 里的工具
有：
1）模板-是用竹片编成的，上面有许多均匀的小方格
2）十字绣图样
3）十字绣线+针
* 十字绣的针有长长的针孔，可是针尖圆钝，酱才不会刺穿模板

















哇，单看颜色就把我吓着了，12个基本颜色都有叻。。














一开始，我找出图案的中心点，再标记到竹片上。由于图样只写上深奥的色名，什么corel pink,pink,It shocking pink,vibrat pink...把我给弄糊涂了，结果只好自己看着图画配咯。接下来，我挑了“桌面”这部分开始缝，用铅笔轻轻在竹片上点一点，标记所有同色的小方格种，再一针一线的把颜色填上去。当然，缝错格是常有的事，剪掉，重弄咯。



















其实，要弄好一副画并不难，可是很考耐性。我嘛，耐性还好，一天就弄一点。
终于，6月7日———大功告成！！算一算，共花了18天。